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It could have been Amsterdam or his hometown
it could have been anywhere but it wasn't
that first grey night he followed the neon sign and stepped inside
and there she gave him one shy smile and stepped away and that was all it took
and that was all it took

he began to calculate, he began to memorize his excuses
began to deviate from the path he'd chosen long ago
and everything had had lost its value in his mind already
it's going to cost you all you have
the loving wife and the happy home
you're going to lose it, lose it all
because, because you want it
don't even open your mouth to deny it
can't you see I already know all about you
since you walked in the door, I knew, I knew
and you know, you know you want it
from the first moment he saw her he was caught in the perfume and red lights
now you might as well kill yourself to escape
but even when you're dead there's no sleep no dreams
no sleep no dreams
your eyes don't see the scars the scared
it's just red lights and skin
and you know, you know you want it
it's going to cost you everything you have
but you'll never have it
and what you get, you pay by the minute
but still, but still you want it
when you're tasting the dust of the dead
when your memories have dissolved
there's still longing for her
and there's never answering
there's no hope in death, no hope at all

you're going to die, you're going to die
I'm going to fucking kill you!
I hate you- why don't you love me?
Why don't you put a fucking gun in your mouth?

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The Sexbots Portland, Oregon

Ilima Considine is a trans-disciplinary artist living in Portland, OR. In addition to performing under the nom de guerre The Sexbots, she plays violin, cello, and bass and does neoclassical soundtracks for film and modern dance companies. She is a single mom with 2 kids. ... more

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